I swore I wasn’t going to write one of these end of the year things but since so much has happened this year I felt one was appropriate. Not to discuss all the things that happened but to talk about how I’ve changed.
I started the year quiet, shy and afraid to take chances and I end the year willing to do just about anything. I don’t have that fear anymore and I’m glad to see it gone. I began this year unhappy with a lot in my life and I end it with significantly less material possessions but with so much more happiness. I find myself unwilling to settle and unwilling to give up, even when every part of me wants to quit.
I have let go of so much this year, only to find when I let go I found what was truly important. I’m no ones doormat anymore and that is something I refuse to ever be again. I allowed myself to be walked on and hurt so deeply for a while I didn’t think I’d ever heal. I know hurt will happen and that’s fine, but no one will use me again.
2011 will be a different year for me and for once I’m glad to see a new year. I hope everyone has a good year and finds happiness.
Happy New Year y’all.